The not-so-real me.

It always amazes me on how someone can act so innocent when they are completely Not.  It really disgusts me.  DISGUSTS ME!

Like he suggests things and talk about things that I Know he has talked about or read about by either his ex or his could-have-been side whore while he was with his ex. Long story for another post….

…while I’m outwardly like whatever, no big deal.

 I can’t think of a reason why someone would cover there webcam Other than for camming with someone over the internet.

Of course, I, trying to keep peace in “our home”, don’t say how much this really bothers me.  It actually bothers me a whole hell of a lot.  A whole fucking shitload a lot.  I mean…it’s not like I expect him to never jerk off but couldn’t he just do it to pictures and people that he could/would Never meet?  I guess that is my real problem…

My first post, YAY! 

First of many I will commit to actually posting instead of just thinking about posting.